lundi, août 01, 2005

commanding your affection

I hate needing people. I have trouble saying what I need to say/doing what I need to do/being who I need to be for fear that they'll stop meeting my needs. Then I think I'll be assed out.* I feel powerless and I f##king hate that shit. I'd rather gain nothing than lose control. I am testifying not claiming.

*Not a good look. It's already concave.